Get into my heels.

AGNES! super duper cute!! <3

i am obsessed with this movie. it's so cute and funny, ahhh!! i want to watch it again!

12 July 2010

i will not forget this day.

something truly magical happened.

my conscience is finally crystal clear.

i've made my choice and i came clean.

thank you for understanding. i'm sorry i said many things i didnt really mean in the past.

what happened to the Giants?! or should i say so-called Giants now? hahaha.

and boo! first roger, now novak is out of wimbledon. )': heart pain! world number 2 and 3 ousted! i think roger should retire already. i foresee him suffering the same fate as marat safin.  

is 2010 the year for underdogs or what?!

6-4, 3-6, 6-7, 7-6, 70-68 .

INSANITY!  gee, my hat off for Mahut too man!

cant believe i didnt get to view this first-hand. ARGH.

what bad luck!

come on, you have to feel for these guys! they must've been bloody shagged!

ps: the Italians are out. hahahaha. what a joke! no offence meant, just not a fan. over-rated yikes.

awww, one by one of us has to leave the company. it wont be long until it's my turn. atmosphere was pretty glum while we write farewell cards for each other. we got really nostalgic too haha. hard to believe that we've only known each other for barely 3 months. anyway, we got ourselves engraved rings! we all have the same one. sweeeeet.(:

was watching Slovenia/England match the other day. got a little distracted and played with the webcam hahaha. the boys were so freaking noisy the whole time. -.-

im not all that hyped up for the World Cup. i'm more psyched for Wimbledon!! i'm still extremely sore over the fact that it's not broadcasted. what the hell, it's a Grand Slam okay?! why isnt it broadcasted?? im so freaking agitated. have you heard? the match between mahut and isner lasted for 10 hours!! and they're still not done yet!! it was put to a halt, supposed to resume today. baffling right 10 hours!! it ousted the previous record of longest tennis match ever which was about 6 hours. cant believe i missed this mind-boggling record-breaking match!! arghh.

alrighty, till next time!

innocence & mischief; antithesis in solidarity. me.

not very proud of it especially as of the latter. would very much like to lose it, wouldnt everyone?

speaking of which, why do people always advise  to 'just be yourself' anyway?

gee. such is the irony of the world.

i'm sooooooooooooooooo relieved. i've got nearly everything on my to-do list done finally!  HTNS application, NTUC application, UOL essay, YOG modules/tests, i-banking application, singpass, math quiz for tutee, chalet booking.

SO relieved.

alright, off to enjoy my freeee and easyyyy Sunday, wheeee.

hang on. i've got tuition at 9am first thing in the morning. urgh, spoiler.

Have you cried tears of happiness? I was once absolutely indifferent and downright skeptical about it, hell yeah!

Not anymore.

Can you believe it? Because i still cannot fathom it.

You bring me somewhere i’ve never been to.

You make me feel in ways i never knew existed.

You make me believe in idealistic things i didnt believe in.

I dont do PDA.

The fact that im doing it now... Just proved whatever i’ve said above and so much more.

Baffling, truly.

I love you.

first thing first, i was reading my second latest post and realised that i was doing a personal recount. sooo secondary school thingg. not my style now, dont know what got into me when i was posting it. a bit too descriptive already. yuck.

anyway, life is pretty rough on me of late and fun at the same time. so many things yet so little time;

work

tuition(s).

YOG.

these 3 are taking up most of my time. im getting a bit panicked for YOG. i've yet to complete the 8 modules and 5 tests and the dateline is May, 31. gonna try to complete most of them next monday with CM's company. allays the whole thing. teehee.(:

squeezed in dates with friends, colleagues, family and CM in between as well. been getting home late everyday. so worn out all the time.

BUT. despite everything, i'm enjoying every single second of everyday. life's good.(:

ps: germ! faster come back from Korea! i miss you like crazy, girl!

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'the' time, MY time has come.

about time you turn green with envy. (not that there's much to be envious of anyway)

dare not belittle me anymore, do you?

for the record, from the start, i wasnt trying to prove anything to anyone.

i let nature takes its course, it certainly did not begin with vengence and fortunately, things go my way.

so, how's the taste of your own medicine?

overdue photos! 

argh. spoiler. had to put on spectacles that day because i had sore eyes. tskk. look so ugly in all the photos. and dont forget the braces too. argh.

anyway, LOVE YOU GIRLS! <3

i'm so exhausted, period! life's squeezing out every joule of energy i have inside of me these days. i probably overworked a little. in spite of all that, i'm loving life and there's no doubt about it.(:

bubbly team leaders and colleagues assuage the repulsive part of work. seriously man, what good deed have i done such that i got the chance to work with such pleasant and fun people?! people always say that the real world wont have it that easy on us in the workforce; competitive nature of things forces ignorance and unfriendliness upon us. so yeah, i'm extremely greatful to be working with people like them in the department. love you girls a whale lot! pick a date for our 2nd round of buffet already!(: oh yeah just a week ago, we celebrated Pei Shing's birthday at work together. and just last tuesday, the Management Team Leaders treated everyone doughnuts from Donut Empire whereas on Friday they bought a big cake and shared it with everyone. sweeet.(:

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YESTERDAY. wow, i had one hell of a time with the MLL girls. *hands down, flops to the ground.* so the super the gerek!! i'm waiting for Chic to upload the photos and videos. so happy to meet all of them yesterday! Sol's home-made pizzas are mad awesome. had movie marathon, watched Ngiang Rapit and My Name is Khan both of which i'd rate four out of five stars. in the midst of planning for our next outing already. Chalet, yaay! =D

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now that i've met up with my MLL girls, i'm longing for an outing with

1. my Sayangs!!
2. Bestie (even though we meet up every other day hahaha.)
3. my Makciks!!
4. 08S32!! (hopefully the dinner is still on next week!)
5. MLL girls!! (HAHAHA. they super gerek la i wanna go out with them again)
6. more more more quality time with Love too

woow, there you go.. a lengthy update! wanted to blog more. there's so much more to blog about but i suddenly lost the feel already. HAHAHA. BYE!

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when broken hearts rise to say love is a lie, you and i will stand and testify against it.

work today was jam-packed. it was exceptionally hectic today. not to forget, stressful as always. auspiciously, the busy day kicked start on a high note. it's extremely nice to receive compliments.(: and of yeah it was spectacles day today; dear colleagues and me all put on spectacles for the day. hahaha. should have snapped a photo or two, ehh.

anyway, i always have mixed feelings when it comes to work. dread the workload and mental workout but definitely look forward to spending time with colleagues and warm team leaders.

and i'm still very very proud of myself for persevering and not quit on this job. i definitely defied my boundaries. i've definitely stepped out of my comfort zone, way outside in fact. didnt think i had the diligence much less, aptitude to do so. so yes, SO proud of myself. now, when i take a moment to think about this whole experience thus far, i'm astounded at how much i've gained. this is certainly one of those moments which i'm sure i would remember for life which is also probably why i took the time to blog about this. someday in the future, i'm sure i'd very much like to read this post again. memorable experience. indeed.

but when i close my eyes and drift away, i think of you and everything's instantaneously okay. didnt know it's possible to be that easy in the real world.

i've been losing the feel to blog. heh, there could have been so much to blog. i've yet to even update my previous post. let's leave that pending as it is until i regain the thrust to update that post. haha. if that day ever arrives that is. okay, i'm rambling.

well let's see. what's new since i last blogged? okay palpable; work. simply put, this current job that im holding is the most laborious and mentally-draining temporary job i've ever encountered. despite so, i stuck with it. i think i've matured a lot over the years. i stuck with the job cos i feel that i ought to give everything a chance. maybe the service industry is not for me but if i quit the job now, i would not be able to confirm that, would i? this is the best time to gain as much experience and exposure as possible. furthermore, i know that stepping into working life officially the first time later on would not be smooth-sailing. surely, there's going to be lotsa hurdles to overcome. so what im facing right now is the carbon copy of what's to come in the future. i believe that if i get through this, i'd be more ready to face that difficult phase again in the future.(:

so yeah. i'm seriously so proud of myself for persevering and being able to hang on to this job. first week was extremely rough. getting better everyday now that i've assimilated to my job scope.(:

this is abrupt but till next time! haha. xoxo.

for now, happy birthday YOU.(:

update proper soon.

at this point in time, i tried to repress whatever hope i was harbouring...

my palms got clammy and sticky...

"did i do enough for the essay?"

"could i possibly have done a better essay?" (of course not! i gave everything that i could, not an ooze of brain juice left after i wrote that essay.)

shoved those thoughts out of my head and got my brain to send down signals to my fingers to open the email instead...

and....

SO INSANELY HAPPY! AND

THAT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT.

Just a short update via my cell phone.

Haha, the irony of it all. I've been unemployed for the past month but i've not been having the time to do something to this dusty little blog of mine.

Life's just been so awesome, it cant get any better. Having the time of my life.(:

the only bad news is im no longer rich anymore. Hahaha. Gotta stop having so much fun and start working already!

Oh and i really really hope to start getting home before midnight. Haiya. And start knocking out early too.

Oh and i'm an avid fan of grey's anatomy now, it's about time. Right, shiqah? Haha.

I sound so chirpy so happy in this post ehh. And im not blogging in my usual classy (hahaha) way. Hehh.

Anyways, pool date anyone?

"I love you like I've never loved anyone else."